One for you boys.

I am obviously not your average girl..
i cant get past getting here to take her trousers off. BAH.

http://virtualunderworld.net/arianeb/dategame.htm

SEND. ME. STUFF

I love getting stuff in the post.

Send me stuff. Its been at least a year since someone sent me something awesome.

Pls? K? THX!

Goodbye Astoria

The Astoria, one of Londons most famous music venues, is set to close its doors, on my 30th Birthday. The Astoria, The LA2 (the place i went to my first ever gig at), Metros and Sin will all be demolished to make way for the new crossrail service and a bigger Tottenham Court Road station.

Rumours that the venue was to be shut have been circulating as far back as 1998, with concrete plans for the demolition announced in 2007.

I have seen hundreds of bands at both the Astoria and the LA2 ranging from Bush to Sepultura, to Hatebreeds first ever UK show to Bad Religion.. When i was 16-18, Friday nights were spent at "Rockscene", and we would always move on from the Dome to Club X at the LA2, where we would take over a corner and make it ours till 6am.. then walk up to Charing Cross Mcdonalds, have breakfast and get the first train home....Those were the days..

I have fond memories and not so good memories of both venues, and in all honesty, while both are shitholes, it is a shame that we are losing yet another venue in London. The Garage has gone, and now three more music venues and a club are going as well. Londons live music scene will suffer, especially as there is no other venue that is sized as the LA2.

Anyhow, it seems that Rancid was the last time I will ever have attended the venue, and what a way to say goodbye.

Shame.

2009

(check out joeys sweeeeet kicks.)

Never again.

2009 is upon us. 2008 was the year of change. 2009 is the year that I rid myself of everyone that has let me down and filling my world with people that will not do that, be it people that I knew already and people that I am yet to meet.

Goodbye to the old and hello to the new!

Funny how

the fact that Muntaser Al- Zaidi was being tortured after throwing his shoes at ex US President, George W Bush, was something that very few media outlets decided to report on whilst many arabic channels chose to. "Democracy" at its finest.

http://www.guardian.co.uk/world/2008/dec/17/george-bush-shoe-throw

Can always rely on the Guardian though.

Long live the British press.

Hardcore.

* Summer 2008. Im sat in the merch tent at Ieperfest waiting for the slew of bands that I wanted to see start, wishing that I had had a couple of extra hours sleep and laughing at some kids in animal costumes.

I turn and look to my right and spot Aram Champion setting up Betrayed merch a couple of tables down.
"Charlotte. Am I imagining things? Is that Aram and Betrayed merch??!"
Charlotte turned and nodded, looking equally confused.
I walk up to the table grinning, ask if they are playing. He grins back, "Yeah we only found out ourselves a couple of days ago!"
Betrayed had not been announced before we left London for the fest, so it came as a huge, and very much welcomed shock, possibly one of my highlights of that summer.

From my brief interactions with Aram, he has been nothing but polite and courteous and comes across as extremely intelligent.

I came across this interview today and it is one of the best interviews I have read in a long time, so I thought I would forward it onto you.. Pay particular attention to the Tony Victory section.

http://stuckinthecity.wordpress.com/2008/09/09/aram-speaks/

** It takes a lot for me to get excited about bands nowadays. Maybe because I am getting old, possibly because I feel I have heard it all before. But then I come across bands like The Mongoloids, and they give me hope and faith. With vocals that have been compared to Paul Bearers, they have an awesome raw edge to them that had me hooked the first time I heard them last year. They toured Europe last Summer with Trash Talk and there is word that they will be back this summer, hopefully not missing out London as they did before.

To tide you over till then, they have just put out a new song on their myspace above so check it out.

*** Deathcycle, one of the few bands that I wanted to see live, are splitting up.
We get every band and their son coming through town on the back of a shitty, badly recorded 7" and the good bands never make it over? FUCK YOU.






and finally.

An open letter to the pressurefest organisers.

Dear Men.

Sick Of It All are playing in Gothenburg the same weekend that Pressurefest is probably going to be announced. Please put them on so that I do not have to choose between fests.

Thanks

M xxxxx

BIRFDAY

I REALLY WANT THESE.. SIZE 5 (THATS THE PROPER SIZE THING CONVERTED AS WELL).. CLICK ON PICS FOR LINKS. IF YOU LOVE ME YOU WILL GET THEM FOR ME. HAHA




I did also want the alkaline trio nikes in size 4.5s (uk) but the only place that sold them in england is now out.

BAH.

Night Terrors

Trying to explain this condition a couple of weeks ago to a friend, I found myself not knowing enough, and not being able to say anything other than "well, i have had them for a long time, I get them sometimes, but I also sleepwalk, and talk in my sleep."
When asked what the cause of my night terrors were, I couldn't answer him... so I decided to look it up online.

While i don't usually cite Wikipedia as a source, I found it to have the simplest explaination..

"A night terror, also known as pavor nocturnus, is a parasomnia disorder characterized by extreme terror and a temporary inability to regain full consciousness. The subject wakes abruptly from slow-wave sleep, with waking usually accompanied by gasping, moaning, or screaming. It is often impossible to fully awaken the person, and after the episode the subject normally settles back to sleep without waking. A night terror can rarely be recalled by the subject. They typically occur during non-rapid eye movement sleep."

I generally don't scream, not that i am aware of, but I have been told I moan loudly.
The thing is about night terrors is that you dont ever remember them. They are basically nightmares that you forget. People said to suffer from night terrors also suffer from anxiety attacks (which I do) and also often sleepwalk, something I also do but very very rarely.

I have not had a full nights sleep since I was 12 and even if I am not having night terrors, I will wake up maybe 7 or 8 times a night, and sometimes will not be able to get back to sleep. Let me use last night as an example of how badly I sleep. Two nightmares that I am aware of (thus not being night terrors), I woke up after one at three am, stayed awake, watched an episode of Psych, and went back to sleep at around four. I then had another nightmare, woke up at 5.30am and didnt get back to sleep till 7am. During the first nightmare, i woke up twice, going straight back to sleep, and only the once during the second.

The weirdest thing about this?

I love sleep more than anything ever. Hahah.

I wish i was 14 again.

life was so much better when i was in love with luke perry and buffy the vampire slayer was on constant rotation on my video player (and the film.. not that rubbish series crap... which, by the way, was a travesty.)

Go West-King Of Wishful Thinking
by adiis

the best.

This is from a Patrick Wolf song, the best lyrics being:
" and let no foot mark your ground, let no hand hold you down....Be your own hero, be your own saviour, send all your suffering into the fire."

Pnut Jewelry

One of my favourite parts of the last short tour i did was when Rusty brought out his boxes full of handmade jewelry. To say i went nuts with it all would be understatement. I was like a kid in a candy store. I have been after something by him for a long time, and to actually be able to hold and touch what I had been looking at for months on end was awesome. I spent far too much money... but it was all worth it and im bummed out i didnt have anymore money to buy more stuff..

Go check his stuff out and get something for your loved one:

PNUT JEWELRY


and while you are there, buy me the necklace above.

PS. OH STEVIE WONDER, I LOVE YOU.

There are certain songs that, no matter how I feel, make me smile.. a genuine,take over my whole face smile (which are the best kind!). I love every version of this song that was released, but this one, by far, is my favourite. While Wonder was not the first to sing this song, he was the one that turned it into a classic. It reminds me of summer.. and being young.

Watch this video, and if it does make you feel warm inside, you have no heart..

The cheer up list

Before I do that, though, it seems that a lot of you are coming to this page via googling the italian rugby players. If any of you are the italian rugby players, my name is May, im 29, and single. Please get in touch hahahaha.

ANYHOO. there are a lot of things going on in my life and i usually write out cheer up lists when I am unhappy. Luckily, I am not unhappy and I am just copying charlottes post haha

I am currently looking forward to:

30th

I have literally been building up to my 30th Birthday for a year. Everytime people would ask how old I was, I would proudly say "im going to be 30 in January."29 was hard for me. I was working a job I didnt enjoy and was generally unhappy. 30 is going to be different. 30 is the time for change.

Anyhow, I am a fan of lists, and an even bigger fan of birthday lists, and as I don't celebrate Christmas, here you go.. will be updated regularly as I keep thinking of more things that I actually want.

- Carmen Curl Perfect hair dryer
- Flickr Pro account
-To Die For, boy beater
- New Kids on the block various memorabia
- COA- Blood for Blood rip off hoodie
- Kill Your Idols Zip up
- SOIA Cardigan (fuck i want this so bad) (someone said they were getting this for me! HURRAH!)
- SOIA Bag

- Morning Again Wu Tang shirt in youth medium. I have literally wanted this shirt since 97.
Deathwish and Malfunction Jewellery. And a deathwish tote bage in green and pink but im far too lazy to find that.



and finally, if you got lotsa money (haha), then: THESE.

as i said, this is prob going to be as long as both my arms combined by the time my birthday comes round.

the new TRC video

Khaled makes awesome videos. He made the Ninebar video and now has just completed the new one for TRC. Im generally not a fan of hardcore bands doing music videos, other than SOIA, who do it well (see the videos for Step Down and District) but this one came out really well.




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and i love this song. I am aware that this makes me terribly uncool. But, seriously, I was never cool in the first place.

Serious

Dolce and Gabbana have so got it right this time.. Using the Italian Rugby Team as models for your latest ad campaign? Actual genius.

How to save a life

Waterloo station. I would, at a guess, say about 10,000 people pass through the station from all over the south east of England every day.

I wonder how many people have stared at this poster and changed their lives because of it.

I know it changed mine.

Its time to re-evaluate and re-assess again.

Grey's Anatomy

I will confess. I had NO interest in this show when it first began. I had watched, i believe, about a quarter of an episode.

One of my boring weekends in, and I am now hooked... so much so that I actually, at this very moment in time, would like to do nothing more than lie in bed and watch the show. It has taken me and week and a half to finish two series.

BUT. I have worked in a hospital. I spent most of my early 20s in hospitals. None of the doctors are attractive.. even the junior doctors. The nurses are miserable and hate life. And noone is in love. And few are friends. I know the show isn't real... but it shows such a warped view on love that I love it. (spoilers ahead).



You find "love", and he/she dies. You find "love" and walk into a room where he is screwing a nurse. You find "love" and he turns out to be married.


And for someone as bitter and twisted as me, I love it, because, even though the show isn't realistic in the slightest, it somewhat comforts me to not be showing the boring "love is wonderful and happy and great" side that most programmes like this show.


3 more series to go.

You will never be able to understand.

We have all had it.

You start a new job, and somehow conversations with your new co-workers turns to "oh you are into music? What kind of music?".

Say just "Hardcore" and people will assume you mean happy hardcore. My substandard answer is "Hardcore Punk". Most will not question this.
Some ask "Oh? Like what bands?"
"You won't have heard of any of them," I usually respond, as politely as possible. "They are pretty underground bands."
"Try me." Most that say this like to think of themselves as music connoisseurs.
"Sick of it all? They are my favourite band." I say with a bemused grin.
"Oh. I have never heard of them."

But how do you explain your love of hardcore to someone else?

"I have been going to shows for 11 years now. There is nowhere I feel better than when I am stood in a room full of people climbing on top of each other, trying to get the mic off the singer.. I enjoy nothing more than being surrounded by people losing their mind, singing along.. I love the feeling of finding a new band that impress me more than a band has done in months... knowing that great things are in store for them.. When my favourite band are onstage, and im singing along, nothing else in the world matters. Anything that has gotten me down has been forgotten..
When I am walking down the street on the way to work, and a song that i love comes on shuffle, I smile, like I have a secret that none of the suits I am surrounded by will ever know about.

I have travelled thousands of miles to see bands. I have spent more money on hardcore then I care to think about. I have seen hundreds of bands. I have made the best of friends. It IS my life. It will always be my life. You may have "grown up and had a normal life" but the sad thing is that you will never get to feel what I feel every day. You will never ever feel so much passion about something that makes your life infinitely better. And for that, I pity you."

Most would look at you like you were insane.

this is the best thing i have seen in a long time.

Man, Scandinavia

I swear to God, if it wasnt so expensive to live in Sweden, I would totally go live there.

The ratio of beautiful people is ridiculous. I have never been in a room with that many beautiful boys before.

I kissed a girl, and i liked it.

SHUT UP.. it has been a long time since I disliked a song as much as I hate this one...

One of the reasons I am slightly bummed that the world didn't actually end today is because I will have to, inevitably, hear this song at least another 200 times before I die.

RIP Internal Affairs.

It sucks when bands split. It sucks tenfold when a band splits that I was expecting to both put on and see in 6 weeks time. I am truly gutted

6 years, 17 countries, and countless shows…

The road for Internal Affairs is coming to an end. This band has been so amazing for the 5 of us, and we are so thankful for everyone who has been apart of it. We have met some of the most incredible friends from around the world thanks to I.A. We have decided to call it quits. No need for a long ridiculous explanation other than we feel it is time to move on. Thanks for your support over the years. Special thanks to: Malfunction Records, Triumvir, Resist Records, Deathwish Inc., Not Just Words Records, 530 Records, Avocado Booking, Crime Scene Merch, Icon Screen Printing, TDT Screen Printing, Untied Print & Press, Tim Oswald, LAHC and everyone who has toured with us, fed us, or provided us a place to stay.


Unfortunately we have to cancel the European tour due to the sudden decision. As for a last show, something will be announced shortly.

This. SUCKS.

Marriage

Before I go any further on this topic, let me just clarify that to all my friends reading this that ARE married, I'm very happy for you and this post, in no way whatsoever, reflects your relationship with your respective partners.


Some of my friends have their weddings planned out. They know exactly what they will look like, what music will be playing, they have it planned to a t..
I never did. I don't really think about it, because I don't think I ever want to get married.

My married friends say that this will change when I meet "the one".

But heres the catch. I don't believe in Love. I think that people mistake lust for love.. sometimes feelings of lust are stronger than others.. but being "in love", to me, is a farce. So, there is no such thing as "the one" (there are 3 billion people in the world, and the notion that we are meant to only meet one person that is totally right for us? hah).. and in turn, marriage was something that never appealed to me.



Oh and, the only way I am ever getting married is if i get this ring (and no. im not kidding):

The Tiffanys Jean Schlumberger Engagement ring. Cost: $24,000.

As Friends Rust.

Im old. This is something I am neither ashamed of, nor proud of. Its a simple fact.

The way that I found out about bands when I first got into hardcore is totally different to how kids find out about them now. We weren't spoonfed bands via the internet. I would get a cd/tape (told you I was old), and read the thank yous in the liner notes. Kids i respected would make me mix tapes (I remember getting one from my friend Danny that had Murphys Law "Stay Gold", one of my all time favourite songs, and Judge "New York Crew", with the words "the only hardcore song you will ever need" next to it, on it.). I would go to shows and check out what shirts kids were wearing. I remember seeing the name "As Friends Rust" a lot so when they played, I went and checked them out.

I loved them.


The songs were perfect. Damiens voice is phenomenal. "The first song on the tape that you make her", "home is where the heart aches" and "coffee black" have been three of my favourite songs forever and AFR have been one of my favourite bands since that show.

I would get that buzz everytime I heard they were coming through town, and would leave their shows with no voice...

Damien left in 2002 and the band split.

Rumours began to surface at the beginning of this year that the band were reforming for a couple of shows and in spring, a show in their hometown of Gainsville, Florida, and a handful of shows in Europe were announced.

Feelings of both excitement and scepticism passed through most AFR fans. The band hadn't been together for such a long time, and reunions were never as good as when the band were together.

Boy, was everyone wrong. The band played like they had never split up, to the best reaction seen for a long time in London. Kids packed up front, singing along like their life depended on it.

Rumours that they are to release a new album soon have been floating around since the reunion show. Lets hope so.

A brief update.

- Ivona. This is a girl who I have a lot of respect for and I adore. She is a strong female involved in hardcore. She can shred guitar better than a lot of dudes I know. And everyone that comes in contact with her falls in love with her.

She has started a new blog called Conspiracy of Women, and wanted to interview me. Obviously, I obliged.

Go read it.

CONSPIRACY OF WOMEN.

- Linking to this, Ivona's band, Honour Among Thieves, are playing one of two of their last shows at Deadfest in Sweden next weekend. You should go:



This is Deadfests last year. I have spent the past two days debating on whether to go or not.
In 2005, I had the same dilemma.

That year, I made a bunch of awesome new friends, Dave Heck being one of them..I became super close to one of my now best friends, and I have some of my favourite memories in the world (Rock Karaoke, Kim Ahls "charging of being fucked up the arse", winning, fuck.. I could go on forever).

So I am going back for one final time. To say goodbye to Linkoping, as I will never have another reason to return, to watch HAT for the second to last time, and to say goodbye to one of the best fests of the summer.

Summer 2008

3 days. 3 FUCKING DAYS? ARE YOU KIDDING ME?

That is the subtotal of days of non stop sun London saw in 2008.

The only thing rain is good for:

"What happened to Passions?"

I am VERY VERY sorry to all the people that are coming onto this blog, looking for the answer to this question, but the reason that Google linked this blog was to do with the first line of an H2O song "what happened?" and an entry I wrote a couple of weeks ago.

I find it amusing when Google gets it wrong though.

So, as someone living on The Great British Isles, I have never even heard of this show.
I thought I would check it out.

Seriously people, are you are so into this show that you have gone out of your way to find out why the show ended???

Wow.

Radiohead

I was going to write a whole long entry about this band. But im not.

All I am going to say is that they are phenomenal.

People you need in your life #3- Joerg AKA Naggi

Going to fests and shows in Germany and surrounding areas for many years, I used to know Joerg as the guy, always on the side of the stage, always filming. It took us an afternoon of being on opposite sides of a room, me selling merch, and him doing distro at Maximum Destruction in 2004 for us to start talking.
With a love of films more than anyone I know, a collection of the best mainland live hardcore videos of at least the past 5 years and an attitude that can't be beat, Joerg is one of the people that has helped me out a lot and become a good friend.


We decided to interview each other, with my interview appearing on his blog, I Hate Your Heroes, on a bored Tuesday evening.


1. How did you get into hardcore?
I kind of slided in from the Metalscene. I used to listen to all the metal stuff as i was a child, starting with metallica's JUSTICE FOR ALL in '88 (i was 7 then) when
my brother bought that one i got caught in the music somehow. Then someone of my metalfriends gave me a tape with the Cro-Mags and Pro-Pain a few years after that
and for me that was just another form of metal back then. Via those bands i came across all the new york stuff like Agnostic Front, Madball (which i never really liked), Sick of It All, The Bad Brains etc. I came to realise that those
bands had more for me then just cool music so i dug myself deeper into hardcore and found out about those other scenes like Boston and Cleveland. i listened to both metal and hardcore equally during the first years and went "hardcore exclusive" sometime around 2002 and began to realize that theres a huge local scene here in my area. my first hardcore show i've been to was shortly after that. one of the first
hardcorebands i saw was Born From Pain.

2. Favourite show ever?
thats really a tough one. there are a few that really stick out of all the shows i've seen so far. Definitly Sick of It all on their tour with Pro Pain and Do Or Die in Essen. Both supporting bands were great and SOIA just gave me goosebumbs
with their intro which was an Air Raid Siren and two red flashing lights....
Then Wisdom in Chains on Ninjafest in 2007 in London really sticks out a lot as well. They are an awesome band, with a great lyrical attitute, the best singalongs and the atmosphere in the room was nothing but Sweat-dripping-amazing. i couldnt really speak for days after that.
One of the greatest shows but also one of the biggest disappointing ones clearly was All Out War at Pressure Fest. since we confirmed them for playing i was so much
looking forward to that show since that band is just speaking out what i am thinking about religion and some other topics and i was even more excited as their intro started. and them i broke a finger after 10 seconds. i watched a couple more songs and went to the hospital. i loved that show it will be forever in my mind though it ended in a big mess and surgery. shit happens

3. You worked in the Alveran store in Bochum. How did that come about?
Alveran opened a shop in Bochum (Bochum wattenscheid back then) and me and some friends got the flyer for the opening on a show, so we went there on the first day to check out this hardcore record shop. i bought about 15 records the first day and another 40 or so in the next few weeks. i spent a lot time in the story during that months and talked to the guys about music and stuff, then one day i got asked if a had something to do on the next saturday and i wanted to do the store for them since they wanted to go to a show somewhere to do distro. i did the shop a few times after that and became friends with them. Then i got introduced to the Distro stuff on shows and soon went to numberous shows with a friend of my doing the distro. we had a lot of fun during that time and just enjoyed it. I was still a
constructionworker back then but after i quit that job i immediatly started working for Alveran. First i just did the shop, selling records. then i joined the online stuff and tried to built up a streetteam but that didnt work out that much. some time later i took over the online stuff completely. I took over the graphics as that employee got fired and also i helped out the promotion guys when they had big mailouts and stuff like that. After another one left Alveran, i took over his duty as well and was now in charge of getting all the newest records and merchandise for
the shop and also the online shop.

4. How long were you there for? And why did you leave?
i joined them in 2005. around december or so on a non regular basis. i joined them full time in september 2006 i think and left in June 2008. as i mentioned before i
took over some work of other people as they left the label so i was doing the following: the shop, the online shop and the contact to the customers, buying the stock for both shops, doing the newsletter (which with my basic html-skills was a day-long task sometimes), all the graphics and the shipping for the online shop. i left because it was just too much work to do for a single person. most of the days the shop itself and the online stuff took 6-7 hours of my 9 hour day and i still had to do graphics and stuff then which is just not enough time. during this years Pressure-booking i didnt even go on my lunchbreak anymore since it was
30minutes that i could use to get more things done. When i first started at alveran, i told myself to do it as long as i enjoy it and that was just not the case anymore and i knew it wouldnt have changed. it was only stress and i dont need that. you know you should stop when you lay in bed and think "i have to go there tomorrow again" and you cant
sleep because of that.

5. What was the weirdest thing you ever saw there?
haha ok this story is no lie. this happened and a friend of mine can proof that: we were in the shop one day and some guy came in. he had a sailors uniform on, those kinds that you get in halloween shops! with the hat and all. he looked really weird and it was totally clear that he was nuts. so he asked us with a voice that only a totally drugged insane person has if we had TAPES. we said no and he then told us his story that only had one tape which he listened over and over again. it was some german singer stuff, like tom jones style, very old stuff. and he kept telling the story over and over again and just didnt wanna leave the store. after
like half an hour a friend of him came in and took him out telling us that "he escaped again" and that he does that with first recordstore he can find.

6. You do design stuff.. how did this come about?
I just got me a graphics program and tried ^^ first i did some real ugly looking flyers for shows some friends did, they needed some flyer, i could do that. and they were really ugly flyers. i'm actually embarassed of them when i see them now haha. well i tried and tried and got a lot better over time, then i got my hands on some decent graphics tools and started doing "the good stuff" over time. some friends asked me if i could do some logos for their bands, then the first shirt design came, another friends band asked me if i could do their artwork for the next
cd and it came out pretty good and here i am now. doing shirts, flyers, artworks for my friends.
I also learned a lot at Alveran where i had to deal with printing proportions for Adds, printflyers and all the stuff. They needed something that put me in front of
a problem so i spend my free time to solve that and get the job done. i dont know if i would have ever done that if it wasnt for my job which i liked a lot back then. so i owe them that kind of.
With all due resprect to Sascha, i owe him alot and had some amazing times there and also learned alot about the "business", but i just had to move on.

7. Films or hardcore? You are pretty passionate about both. But if you had to chose, which one would you give up?
I would clearly give up hardcore. because there is also other music that i like and in fact i listen to very few new hardcore stuff and rather listen to the old bands i listened to back in my early hardcore days. but i listen to a lot of different stuff now and i would never give up all movies for a form of music. maybe if you would ask me "would you rather give up actionmovies/sci-fi movies/etc. or hardcore"
i would chose hardcore over movies, but movies kind of give me much more. its like a movie can tell a full story and put up a whole bunch of questions, whereas a song can only tell a story for like 4minutes. there are themed-albums there but you always got the music that distracts you from the lyrics kind of. its hard to explain, i can concentrade on a movie and the thoughts behind it much better as on a song. maybe i'm just unable to decipher a 'soundtracked poem' ^^
Almost most hardcore bands just have silly lyrics haha

8. Favourite song ever?
that must be the meanest question ever. its impossible for me to pick one. though i can tell you which song i really like and why. its Sick of It All's 'Good Looking Out' cause its a great piece of music, fast, intense, its just fun to
listen to it, has awesome singalongs and also it always reminds me of the great times i had during their concerts since they ALWAYS start with that song. You know what you get on a SOIA show and you want them to begin with that song. I always get goosebumbs when i listen to that song.

9. Favourite soundtrack ever?
my favorite soundtrack is clearly 'The Thin Red Line' by Hans Zimmer. The movie is about a company of soldiers conquering guadalcanal in the pacific ocean in WWII
against Japan. The movie shows what drives the soldiers to go on and stay alive, it shows the dark side of war and what it does to nature. The soundtrack is the perfect match to the movie and its message. it has dark themes, kind of threatening ones as well as dreamy ones for the thoughts of the soldiers and the final song of that soundtracks is a melanesian choir which is singing a traditional melanesian
song, showing that whatever war may come, tradition will stay alive and nature will be stronger in the end. you can hurt it, but you can't kill it. nature will always be only real survivor of war. Hans Zimmer did an outstanding job on this one.

10. Favourite film ever?
I have to say FIGHT CLUB. Its just a great book and i think an even better movie. I love the fact of people getting together and forming some sort of anarchist rebellion against the society. also its just so dark, so intense. the art the movie looks with all its dirt, the little flashes. also i love the fact that i still discover new stuff i didnt notice the last time i watched it. like you can get a clue of what is about to happen in the end of the movie if you listen carefully to what the narrator says and especially WHEN he says it. For example there is one scene in the movie where Edward Norton's character is standing on transport-thing on an airport and from the off he says "we wake up in different airports, different places. could we be waking up as different people?" and in that exact moment Tyler is passing by in the other direction and the camera follows him for a second. you dont realize that his little camera move is very revealing, only if you watch it again and again and pay close attention you will get all those little clues and
hints, and thats genius. thats what makes a movie good.

THANKS JOERG!

Newquay

I spent the past few years avoiding Cornwall. Something that my neighbour, who frequents the area, said to us about 8 years ago about the area being terribly racist made me not want to go.

Three years ago, I met a couple at Ieperfest, called Wayne and Rach (or Rayne and Wach as I keep slipping up and saying haha). They came from Newquay and a while after knowing them and becoming good friends, I mentioned my neighbours views to Rach and she laughed.

So, last weekend, me and Lynne went up to see them. I wish I hadn't listened to my neighbour. I have never loved a place as much as I loved Newquay. The chilled out atmosphere combined with the friendliness of people made it the complete opposite of London. I met so many awesome people, got to go and swim in the sea.. and saw the most beautiful views in the world. I have warned the two that next summer im going to be there bothering them every other weekend.

Thank you both for being the best hosts.

The Ladder Theory

I first became fully aware of The Ladder Theory YEARS ago. I was hanging out at one of my favourite haunts, a walkabout bar (drunk aussie boys.. doesn't get much better than that) with a bunch of aussie boys I know. We, somehow, got onto the topic of male/female relationships and one of the boys declared that 80% of my male friends wanted to fuck me, and that is why they hung out with me. I thought this concept was hilarious and told him he was being an idiot. He looked at me, and said "why would guys want to hang out with girls.. they can't talk about football, we can't be as open when there are girls around and girls can't drink". (UM.. HELLO? I CAN TOTALLY OUTDRINK THE MAJORITY OF MY MALE FRIENDS IF CHALLENGED!).
Still laughing at his theory, I questioned it.
"so, you want to fuck me?"
"oh yeah." he answered, all, a matter of factly.
"liar," I replied, now in hysterics.
"Seriously. This is not a line. All three of us out with you tonight would. In fact, most of the dudes you hang out with would."

Now, don't get me wrong, I am WELL aware that most of my male friends do not want to have sex with me, and this is something that I am comfortable with. I found this idea as ridiculous as "The Rules," which is a book about how to snag a man (read: how to play games to snag a man) that I read when at University for an essay I was writing.

So, laughing about it, I questioned a bunch of my male friends, and one of them led me to The Ladder Theory. So that night, in my boredom, I read the whole site.

My male friend swears by it. He says this is totally how the male mind works and questioned me about the female aspect of it.

I am going to keep my thoughts about it to myself for the moment.
But have a read of it. Its pretty interesting.

MAKE ME A SUPERMODEL AND NFG CONNECTION

OK.. maybe i lied a bit. There is no real connection at all... but, on this boring, quiet Saturday night, I was watching trashy American TV and came across "Make me a Supermodel."...a show that takes the lead from "Americas Top Model" but add a few factors that make it different enough for the network to be free from litigation... There are male models as well as female models, there are 2 presenters, and America votes off the model.

Yes, i am THAT bored.

ANYHOW, so I'm watching the show, and one of the models looks terribly familiar. I couldn't place it, till midway through the show where the photographs are being judged.

Ronnie looks like Chad Gilbert!!



Ok, a thinner, more chiseled Chad Gilbert, but Chad none the less (this is, by no means, to say Chad is not terribly attractive.. as he is..).

The above picture reminded me of this picture:



(seriously, I looked for a bigger version, but couldn't find one).


Oh come on. You can totally see it.

What happened to the passion? What happened to the reason for screaming.

This is going to be a double post, in that I am taking a section of this post where I talk about the album as my album of the week for my internet radio show on TotalRock.. and considering that I have only done about 3 albums of the week in the history of my show, I think thats pretty good.

In 2002, I attended a festival at Finsbury Park entitled Deconstruction. The line up was incredible, the highlights being H2O and the Movielife. At this point in my life, I was not a huge H2o fan. When first getting into hardcore 6 years previous to this, Sick Of It All became my favourite New York Hardcore band, with Madball a close second. I liked H2O, but i was so excited by these two bands that I never really gave them a chance more than listening to them in my friends car on roadtrips places or singing along to "5Yr Plan" at the awful rock clubs we used to frequent.
A couple of days after the fest, the band played at the Dingwalls in Camden.. again, i remember thinking they were good, picking up their albums but only listening to them once in a while, usually in summer.

Fast forward to May 27th 2008. H2O release one of the most anticipated albums of the year, Nothing to Prove, on Bridge 9 Records and announce a european tour.
H2O fans have waited seven years for this record. And most won't be disappointed. This record is, in one word, fan-bloody-tastic. It has been a while since there has been an album that has held my attention from start to finish and makes me smile as much as this album. Highlights include the catchy chorus of the title track, "Nothing to Prove" and the perfect ending to the album with "What happened?" which includes guest vocals from Lou Koller from Sick of It All and Matt Skiba from Alkaline Trio, a song that has literally been stuck in my head for the past two weeks. (When you pick up the album, make sure you listen to Adam Blakes facts you didnt know about H2O. The best.)

The band were a highlight of Pressurefest 2008, so much so that we roadtripped it up to Luton on Sunday to see them as we couldn't wait for the London show. They played to a room of people like they were playing to the 50,000 kids at Deconstruction, with as much heart and as much passion.

So you need to do two things.
1. Go to your local record store and pick up "Nothing to Prove".
2. Go and see them at the Underworld tomorrow. If you are unable to make this date, the band are also playing the Peel in Kingston on the 21st August (i am GUTTED i cant make this date), Reading and Leeds festival and Ieperfest in Belgium. Go and see them.


You will not be disappointed.

Unfortunately

What with a full time job, RunningRiot booking, Summer trips away, I will not be able to update for a bit till things calm down. sorry kids. keep checking back!

This week so far

so far this week has consisted of...

5 hours on a train...
2 days in meeting/board rooms
2 free meals
1 night in the hilton

and lots of bonding.

Muscles, Muscles EVERYWHERE

Can someone please clarify that if you work out and have muscles, it doesn't necessarily mean you can win a fight?

Im not talking one on one with an MMA fighter, i'm talking a dude who works out with muscles and the average drunk douchebag on the street.

Memories you can hold in your hand.

In August 2004, me and a friend went off to Rome for a week. We had an awesome time, went sightseeing and took hundreds of photos on a camera I had borrowed from my father after mine had been stolen in a club in London.
We ended the trip at Ieperfest in Belgium. To cut a long story short, my bag got stolen and the camera went with the bag. Luckily, my parents were understanding (which reminds me, I need to buy my father a replacement), but I also knew that I had lost all the precious photos that I took.

I spent months on european hardcore messageboards begging whoever had stolen it to return the memory card to me, but was ignored.

The pictures were to be of the last holiday that myself and said friend took together, as we grew apart after that, and it also included pictures of people that I met that I would never see again. I was truly gutted.

A couple of weeks ago, PostSecret linked this website- I Found Your Camera.
A simple but ingenious idea. People find memory cards/cameras, send in the pictures already on the card and hope that the owner/someone that knows the owner will see the picture and contact the holder. There are good people in the world, and this shows it.

If you do find someones camera, by all means, keep the piece of machinary but please, do anything you can to return their memories to them. While I know that my pictures are gone for good, I still return to the site every Thursday to read the success stories.

Damn you Betsey Johnson..

Damn you to hell.

Betsey Johnson, is, by far, one of the best fashion designers around at the moment. A quirky looking woman herself, her clothes have always had an ultra cool "twist" to them. Unfortunately, while her clothes aren't Vivienne Westwood expensive, they are still a bit too out of reach for an individual who doesn't have an above average level of disposable income. If you can bring yourself to pay more than £100 for a dress, lucky you.

She does, on the other hand, have an affordable quaint line of hangbags named "Betseyville". Unfortunately, the bag that I have my eye on, also costs an extra $50 just to have the item shipped.




I repeat, damn you Betsey Johnson!

RunningRiotFest AKA Ninjafest

Ninjafest is over. Myself and Rachel promised each other from the start that if one of us left, the name would go with them. Both Rach and Louise decided that last year would be the last time they would be involved.

I decided to continue. Ninjafest, although terribly stressful, was one of the best times of the year for me. I would put on a fest at the same venue, over the same weekend, with the same sort of theme, but under a different name. I was such an organizational nazi anyway that I knew that I would be able to sort out everything anyway. 2 of my best friends proved to be the most help last year so they are in with me, helping me out.

So the name. For months, I deliberated over names. I knew that it was the last one, but started thinking about a name for the next last June. I was stuck. Then, one day, when on tour, I was talking to the dudes and was like "I can't think of a name!".. Colin turned to me and started reeling off amazing names, old UK punk songs, and then said "Running Riot!". That was the one.
"You come from a country with such amazing punk history, I can't believe you can't come up with a name.". I didn't even think of that. Naming it after a Cocksparrer song was genius (thanks Colin!!).

So here we are. 5 Months away from the fest, and its pretty much completely booked. The smaller bands are done, just waiting on headliners to confirm and then thats that.

While I was worried I would only end up with tough bands (everyone knows my love for tough guy bands), the line up is looking pretty sweet and quite diverse. I returned the original idea of Ninjafest. I didn't care what people thought and I am only generally putting on bands that I am proper psyched on seeing.

so ADD. Line up should be announced in the next couple of weeks

http://www.myspace.com/runningriotfest

Mr Trump.

You should consider firing the person who suggested that you build a luxury golf course in Aberdeen, Scotland.

Why, I hear you ask?

Is it because I think that the dunes/enviroment will be ruined?

No.

This is a picture of your golf course in California. Note, the beautiful sparkling blue sea, the yacht in the distance, the weather that looks amazing.










This is a picture of Aberdeen in June:

Note, the clouds. Don't get me wrong, i'm not knocking Scotland, but really, it's not known for its amazing weather.

"Hey Honey.. I booked us a holiday.. we are going to be staying in a luxury hotel, Im going to play golf, its going to be awesome!"
"Really? GREAT! Where are we going?"
"Aberdeen"
"........."

SUMMER IS HERE!!

Sunshine, booty shorts, no huge handbangs that you can fit your hoodie in, festivals and finally, Big Brother.



The show began last thursday, claiming to be the most strict series to date. The contestants include a blind man, a bunch of girls that love themselves, 2 lads, a crazy little Thai lady, the token gay guy, a black man with an american accent that is an albino, an old couple that have an air of "swingers" about them (I am willing to put money down that they are), and a boy that really resembles Frank from the Gallows.
We have already formed loyalty to the one that we want to win (personally, i like darnell, the black albino, but being that we are a nation of sympathisers, the blind man will probably will prevail).

GO DARNELL!

People You Need In Your Life. Interview #2: Sheep

"Are you sure he's straight-edge?", the euro boy I'm talking to asks, as he watches Sheep with another of my friends run out of the Belgian club, wearing nothing but a balcava and when I say nothing, I mean NOTHING. I grin and nod as he shakes his head in disbelief.

This was nothing we all hadn't seen before. Sheep has always, and will always, be the life and soul of the party. With more energy than anyone I know, and more passion than most, Sheep is, by far, one of my favourite people on the planet.

A talented photographer, frontman of one of the UKs hardest working bands, Honour Among Thieves, and a good friend, I bothered him whilst he was on tour in Australia to ask him some questions.

You all DEFINITELY need more Sheep in your life.

Name: sheep
Vital Statistics: 28, tall and skinny with a fake beer belly.
Location: Based in London
Current Occupation outside of music: photographer

Describe yourself in 3 sentences. EXACTLY 3.

annoyingly hyperactive northern lad who talks too much. quite likes a
bit of mischief and doing things most people don't do. likes to party.

Hi sheep, How you doing?

not bad. i was up till after 7am, but had to get up at 10 to switch hotel rooms (long story). now i'm up, waiting for the sweet mexican place down the road that does tofu burritos to open so i can get dinner.

You have been an active part of UKHC for a long time. The first time I heard your name was when Sakari Empire was being mentioned. For the younger kids that haven't been around for that long.. would you care to explain what exactly this was, from how you got the name to what was done with it?

sakari empire was a record label i used to run in 2000/2001. sakari empire was originally the name of the edge collective run by the boys from canvas in leeds circa 1997/98, i just pinched it. ironically, i seem to remember nathan bean claiming he had come up with the name or something, but i guess that mustve been before everyone realised he is a total fucktard.
It didn't last very long, i put out 3 records and a few demos... to be honest i don't think it was ever very important in the grand scheme of things, no one really cared about the majority of the records i put out. I guess in the clear were an important band for out scene at the time though, but it was probably more a case of the band making the label, rather than the label making the band.

it's worth noting that the kneejerk record i put out features Frank Turner, who went on to play in million dead with a reasonable amount of success, and now has even more a country/punk/folk singer.

Ian Wiles of In The Clear went on to form the last chance who we all know and love (i hope) and founded dead and gone records, one of the biggest hardcore labels this country has ever had.

the label folded in late 2001 when i moved abroad.... wasnt keen on trying to run it from another country.

You have put on loads of shows in your time. Which would you say was your favourite?

mmmm that's a toughie... so many good ones! the american nightmare/walls of jericho all dayer at josephs well in leeds, 2003 stands out. as does sweatfest in 2004, mainly because everyone was going mental for UK bands. i always get stoked when kids lose their shit for homegrown talent. more recently the pre-ninjafest show last year was a banger for the same reasons.... one of the very early shows i did stands out too, withdrawn, area effect, canvas and vengeance of
gaia, the packhorse, leeds 1997. it broke even (a rarer thing those days), all the bands were rad. i think i foolishly made a tiny speech at the end of the gig about how awesome hardcore was or something like that, but i was only 17 at the time so i'm willing to forgive myself.

As I write out this interview, you are on tour in Australia tourmanaging Bring Me The Horizon. How did this come about?

well i've known the bmth dudes since before they were a band.. they used to come to my shows. i remember ripping oli for wearing a scarfin a roasting hot blood brothers show on the blog i used to keep at the time when he must've been like 16 or something. been TMing them for a little while now. It's neat, i get paid to go to cool countries and hang out with cool people. job does have it's downsides but mostly it's awesome.

You have been in several bands.. The earliest I remember being 12th Angel Calling.. Whats your favourite memory of being onstage?

i never really regarded myself as being a band dude. 12th angel calling never really did anything and no one liked us anyways, so i dunno if i'd even count them. the 1st real band i was in that did anything was seventh cross, i joined them in late 2005... so i'd been going to shows for a decade before i was in a proper band.

like i said, no one cared about 12th angel so i don't really have any cool onstage memories with them, just the chill outs and tour shit. i have a good story about the aftermath of a gig in grimsby but that wasn't onstage so i guess it doesn't count.

playing with seventh cross was fun.. i guess the highlights would be the one show we played in sweden, ghostfest and the last 2 shows, they were both pretty mental. i suppose the shows where kids went mental are always gonna be the standout ones for me.

i think the best ever would probably be the demo 7" release show for HAT last year... so many kids singing along. i was uber stoked. nothing is like that feeling at all.....


Your "new" band, Honour Among Thieves. Tell us a little about it?

um... if you're after some kind of summary (the type band members hate having to do) then i'd say we're a melodic hardcore band with an aggressive edge and socially aware lyrics and topics..... we've only been going about a year so it's early days at the moment but we're
having a lot of fun.

When you first started, I asked you to describe your sound.. You said it was a mixture of comeback kid and someone else who I cant remember. The sound that you guys developed is not really a sound adopted by many hardcore bands here in the UK. Do you think that has benefited or hindered you guys?

to be honest i'd say it has hindered us. if we had more breakdowns and moshy bits i'm sure kids would dig us more.... but when we started out we didn't want to be just another moshy band. i'm glad we're maybe doing something a little bit different, even if no one cares that
much.

You have done a number of uk tours, a russian tour, played mainland europe...your band seem very driven, to be doing this off a back of a 3 track demo?

well most of us in the band have been around for a while and have a few friends here and there, so we just utilised those connections.... we should've put something else out by now but cuz we've been touring a fair bit it hasn't happened... the band is pretty much the only reason i still live in england, so i wanna make the most of it while it's going... so i guess driven is a word that's fairly accurate. we just wanna play everywhere and anywhere we can.

Congratulations on the signing to GSR by the way...

cheers. we've known rob and theo for a long time, and they actually approached us back in october, but it took a little while to get it all ironed out. we don't really fit in on their roster but it makes an interesting challenge! i can't wait to put the full length out with them...


Lets move on a bit. You and Sean Oxley are possibly two of the most famous stagedivers due to that picture. How do you feel when you hear that people you dont know have blown up the pic to cover a wall or put you on their credit card?

ha i dunno if i would agree.. in recent times maybe, but there are quite a few classic 80s dive pics (the swazzi on the balaclava diver for example) that have that pic beat hands down. it's kinda funny that the pic travelled so far and wide. when i saw the pic of that dude who
had it blown up on his wall i just laughed. it's funny. i never saw the credit card but i heard about it, that's pretty funny too. i bet ryan wishes he was scoring some kind of royalties for all the use his pic has seen!

As a photographer, do you sometimes wish you had taken the pic?

it's funny that you should ask that as a lot of people actually get confused and think that i took it rather than being in it. it would be a sweet pic to have taken, but life is about living not watching so i'm glad it's the way it is.


Plug your photography here...

err.... pay me to take pictures of stuff? i'm dead good, honest.

and now please plug a UK band that you feel everyone has to listen to.

well i'd normally say dead swans cuz they are the shizznizz but they're blowing up so they don't need any help right now.. where as MORE THAN LIFE from bristol are amazing and are looking for a label.they just recorded a new MCD and it's smoking. so good. hook them up
if you're a label dude! www.myspace.com/morethanlifehardcore

What does the rest of 2008 hold for you?

a whole lot of touring.. i'm supposed to fly home from oz on the 10th, but think i might stay to tech for the ghost inside who are on the road here till the 22nd... then i get back, and bmth have some euro fests to do. then probably warped tour with them. then i guess we have
to record an album... then touring some more. so mostly touring.... although when i get home i'm definitely looking forward to riding my bike. it's been too long....


THANKS DUDE. We miss you x

The Devil Wears Primark

This show was supposed to be aired today at 9pm on Channel 4, but has mysteriously disappeared from the latest tv listings.

Word on the internet grapevine is that one of the biggest clothing retailers in the uk have not only been training staff on their "ethical trading initiative" and that the company had taken legal action to prevent the show being aired.

The programme had gone undercover and revealed that companies, used in India to supply the chain, had broken their own ethical code of conduct. Workers were forced to work in unhygenic and unsafe conditions, often working overtime unpaid, and possibly employing child labour.

Primark has revolutionalised the high street fashion world. With new lines added every week, super cheap prices and clothes sometimes going for as low as £1, the chain is, by far, the biggest clothing retailer in Britain at this present time. It has been featured in every fashion magazine, including fashion bible Vogue, and many style programmes also.

Stop any woman residing in the UK on the street, and more than likely, she will be wearing at least one item from the store. With such a fast turnover of styles, it also means that there arent thousands of women on the streets of London wearing the same thing.

Case in point:
2 years ago, Primark released a polka dot dress.. a couple of days later, said dress was featured on "This Morning" and the dress flew off racks becoming one of the best selling articles of clothing of the year.

Would the show have done any damage to Primark? Probably not. A similar show was aired on BBC3, entitled "Blood, Sweat and T-Shirts" which showed six brats living like indian sweatshop workers. What it did show was that MOST high street retailers use sweatshops. But these high street retailers have been losing profits due to the popularity of the chain , so the show maybe would have benefitted them. The TV series also did not make people stop buying clothes.


Hopefully the show will be reschduled though.
And for the record, I love Pri-marni.

"Priceless"

(last post deleted due to discrepancy of source. hah)

Last night, I attended a preview of this film. Despite having a bunch of chavs sat behind us ("LE HORS DE PRIXS.. BWAAHAHHAHA.. AWWWHHH NAAAAW.. IT REALLY IS IN FRENCH!!"), I really enjoyed it.

Set in the French Riviera, the film follows Irene (Audrey Tautou of "Amelie" fame), a young gold digger, trying to find that perfect old rich man that she can live off for the rest of her life. I say perfect, as, apparently, there is such thing as a flawed old rich man. She wants a man with no alimony to pay off, who can afford her 700€ underwear sets, Chanel shoes, and afternoon sipping of expensive champagne.

One night, when her Sugar Daddy gets drunk and passes out, she goes down to the hotel bar and meets Jean, a hotel employee working behind the bar, a point that he forgets to raise with her. Drunk on champagne cocktails, they hook up.

The film follows Jeans quest to get the girl, who, in the meantime teaches him her ways of gold digging.

A cute romantic comedy with an unrealistic ending that leaves you with a warm feeling inside.

Go see it if you can!

CLEARING MY NAME

Dear Kerrang!

I did not say, in my vox pop, that I wanted to go out to buy the latest "This Is Hell" album from HMV when asked what I thought about their show at the Barfly last month.

What I, in fact, said was "I enjoyed them more than I did last time they played here in London at the Electric Ballroom, and were not as good as the first time they played at the Underworld."

As you can see, this is not what was put in the magazine.

I have not been into the cd section of an HMV for about 5 years. The only reason I have set foot into said store is to buy DVDs. And, while I think This Is Hell are a pretty good band, they would not be the band that I would break my "large record store" hiatus for.

Thank you.

May xx


PS. Face erased as the pic you took of me was awful. But ferguss and Trumans are staying

Sex and the City, Part 2

Teaser trailers. I spent a week at university going to lectures on this. Its a known fact that they show the best parts of the film.

But, i'm watching some special on channel 4, and they have just given the whole plot of the film away.

Yeah, thanks guys. REALLY.

9 Years Ago

I lived with my old best friend Nicky. We used to wake up on Sundays, bum around the house for a bit and inevitably end up at the local "its a scream" pub watching the Chelsea match. Sunday lunch, followed by a couple of drinks ("a couple") followed by 90 minutes of us screaming at a large screen.. Wise was still playing for us, and Vialli was Manager. It was the perfect way to spend a Sunday.

Now, don't get me wrong, watching the footie with the boys is awesome but:

1. none of them support Chelsea
2. watching it with Nicky was better.. not only were we on the same side, but saying "aww isn't he cute" about football players to boys is possibly a bigger sin than being at a show and mentioning a guy in a band/the crowd is hot. Boys see this as you not taking their passion seriously, and thus will look at you like you are insane for saying such a thing, turn away and not pay any attention to your views from that point on, forgetting that you are a girl, and that if a dude is cute, a dude is cute, but that is another post for another day.

ANYHOW, Chelsea reached the Champions League Final and last night, in Moscow, played against Manchester United.

We watched the first half in a pub in Kingston about 75% full of Man U fans (HOW DOES THAT EVEN HAPPEN IN KINGSTON?!) and it was awesome but i felt myself getting carried away, mostly because Chelsea were playing and it was the last chance for the team to win ANYTHING this season, but partly because i HATE Christian Ronaldo.

While an amazing striker, I will give him that, he's a fucking cheat. I know that my hatred for the boy is much more deep rooted and stems from "the wink", but still. He makes my skin crawl.


I then spent the rest of the night running from the room in The Peel with the stage whilst Crime In Stereo were on (they are playing tomorrow so I am going to watch the whole set then) and the bar where they were showing the match that eventually went to penalties. And we lost.

That was it. My night was ruined. The game ended, CIS did about 4 encores, and still I was miserable.

On the bus home last night, I thought about Nicky, and how, even if we lost the match, happy we would be at the end of those Sunday evenings, not thinking about how awful we would feel the next day.. I miss those days.

Several things in one entry

- Sex And The City
Ask any female you know. They will have seen this show at least once, even if to only see what the fuss was about. The film comes out next week and the world has gone Sex and The City mad.
Apparently, HBO was a terribly male orientated channel till Sex and The City came along, but apparently, quite a large percentage of straight men are fans of the show, but will not admit it in public.
Boys. Own up. Every boy/man I know despises this show. The reason? Because men don't want to think that us females discuss them as frankly as they discuss us. They like to think that female conversation is limited to what we allow them to hear when they are around. Yes, they have heard us talk about men, but not as we do when with the ladies. Every group of girls really is like the Carrie, Miranda, Samantha and Charlotte, albeit on scales of how rich they are and possibly much less free time (I know I don't have time or money to meet my friends every morning for breakfast, dinner and drinks every night).
I'm excited. Watch out, Great Britain. Cinemas everywhere are going to be taken over by gaggles of giggling women.

-Madonna
Does anyone other than me watch her and cringe? You are in your 50's love. You can't continue to parade around like a 30 year old forever. It's just the video for 4 minutes. Seriously. You look good but you also look like a drunk mum at a party trying to be in with the kids.

-NERD.
A couple of months ago, there was a call on the Bridge 9 board for hardcore kids to star in the latest NERD video.
A couple of weeks ago, kids started posting about the shoot. Standard extra rates ($100 for a days work). Most didn't get used and were sent at home.
The finished product looks like that it has come out of the pages of Vice, styled by American Apparel. The best part of this video is Pharrell skanking.

Everybody Nose
by yardie4lifever2

When I was younger, I was an extra and it SUCKS. It involves a lot of standing around and waiting to be told what to do. Being an extra in a music video sucks even more. When you aren't standing around, you and about 100 other people are being herded around like cattle, all the while, you have to listen to the same song for hours on end so I feel terribly for those kids.. Not saying that I wouldn't do it again hah.
(anyone that even mentions that I look like the drugged up girl at the end of a night out without the drugs but with a bit to drink gets a smack hahah)

Groezrock shortest rundown ever.

Excuse my terrible camera. Plans to purchase a new on payday that isnt held together with gaffa tape in the books (any suggestions for one under £200 would be awesome).

In fact, im just going to tell you what happened via pics.

We stayed with Rudi. Kid is fucking awesome and so nice. We all went to see Down To Nothing and No Turning Back in Holland.


The coolest van in the world was our mode of transport for the weekend and is owned by Max. Run on vegetable oil, the van has a kitchen, a bed, a tv and a playstation with guitar hero.







Getting stuck in the biggest traffic jam in Holland is great. Dudes bring you bottles of water. You cant see it but there are people running down the hard shoulder towards me:



Down to Nothing, despite the fact that they didn't play Home Sweet Home, my favourite of theirs, were awesome. The reaction in Arhnem reminded me of the reaction the band got the first time they played London. Kids were into it but not as much as any london show nowadays which I obviously prefer and they deserve.

Watching NTB now in a town that was close to their home town, at a record release, was awesome. I have seen NTB in Holland before but this was over 4 years ago when I was doing merch for Caliber and they hadn't reached the height of popularity that they are at now.

The next morning at 9am, we headed off for Groezrock. The show was awesome. It was spent sitting in the sun, gossiping with friends, having a few drinks *ahem* and watching awesome bands. I caught The Loved Ones, Cursed, SOIA, a bit of Bouncing Souls, and Agnostic Front.

I seriously doubt I would have been able to get home if it wasnt for Joe. Thank you.

I should have taken a pic from the side of the stage when the braveheart was happening but, man, i was not in the best of states haha.

O HAI

My weekend fucking ruled.

Wimbledon

Wimbledon on a late Friday evening. Look at the sky.

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